4 days before my birthday.

I think I am using this blog as my diary- well I usually have conversations with my diary but now people can read what I have to say and hopefully they enjoy everything that I’ve been writing.I’ve been watching a lot of Investigation Discovery lately, and I am starting to get a little freaked out by what I’ve been seeing, but at the same time still intrigued.

The one show that really had me peeing my pants was Kid Killers, where children from 10 to just about 15 years have murdered people and toddlers without any remorse. There are shrinks in the show that talk about how these children went through a tough childhood and that they have learned to detach themselves because of what they have been through. For some reason I really don’t think that it is an excuse, because a lot of people go through a lot of things and they find a way to make it work for themselves and they try to get over what happened. They do not go off murdering people who do not deserve to be murdered. that’s just my opinion though,

Watching Investigation discovery has taught me a lot though. it isn’t like watching CSI or Law and Order- this is the real deal and it is beyond scary.